let it go.
These appeared in my sketchbook this week, You know those drawings that surprise you when you look back because you barely remember creating them. I probably created them while thinking about a couple of projects and what I will show for grad school. I am feeling a bit panicked, drawing madly, nothing good, thinking too much and now I think I'll drop it all and enjoy my way through this rainy day.
Perhaps you can drop some things as well.
Hope it is sunny where you are.
Have you ever seen Kate Russos's beautiful drawings?